Hello again, Netizen!
It's me, again with more complexity in life and more "early-conclusion" in life that I kind of regret it for a quite long time.
Well, this is me and another wishful thinking that led me to a long-term confusion.
Let me talk about Confusion, in my rhetoric opinion.
More likely, Confusion is a sugar candy that when you eat it, it has a fragrance smell, yet, a sour sweet taste.
Yes, it gave you a possible outcome and a surprising nature on the other side. But, it led you to another thought that what if it's actually not a candy, but a sour, ticklish mango that sweetened to a certain degree. I dunno, but it led you to confusion, rite? Me too.
Now, it's a another girl, that I recently met, she's a Korean. I recently know her, either.
Her name, let's go with, Kim.
Well, it's a quite familiar name in Korea, especially there're a lot of people using this surname, both boy or girl.
Another Confusion? Well, let's just start my journey of confusion, with this girl.
Recently, I went to Korea to attend some sort of Conference. The place was full of the volunteers from every university in Korea, i think. They're so cute, pretty, and any other good words that resembled "Beauty" in every kind of aspect, especially you're a K-Pop addict or whatsoever.
Long story short, I met Kim through my friends that with the same room with her. She's a volunteer to the conference. She's not too cute, neither an extraordinary one, but she left an impression of geeky attitude and playful side of her.
So far, that is how I see her and led me into my first confusion.
Then, several day after the conference, my friends asked Kim to meet-up at her university. Her university is a well-known one, so, it's quite prestigious.
We met her after we have a bit tour to know a bit better of the Korea Traditional Culture.
After that, We met her near a station with her friend. FYI, her friend is quite cute, if you like a cool chick with some sort of Korea fashion, tho.
I happened to see her closely, and realize that she looked at me, too. But, somehow it's just a pure coincidence and led me to my second confusion. That was too naive of me, to be true.
I talked with her, how's her life until now, her hobby, and why she attracted to become a volunteer at the conference. The topics are changing randomly, and yet, I was too afraid to ask her if she's actually single or not.
Cut to the more important point, we had dinner together, talk more about her life and my life, a bit. she told me she experience the same conference like mind and it was awesome when she see it in her voluntary view on the conference. I nodded, because I experienced it, once, and it was quite bothersome.
After we have an awesome dinner, yes, I forgot about what am I eating anyway, I added her to my friend list on facebook, and see her post about that dinner. She accompanied us to the nearest subway, that was the last I saw her. She smiled graciously. I was awe-struck seeing her smile. It was somehow pure and really left me an impression. That night, I felt like having my another love story, and my friends said it's more likely a one night love. But, you know what? I never regret for what I do that night, chatting with her, let the time passed as she spoke and laughing. It was one of the best day of my life.
Yes, I was naive that time and some jumping into conclusion thingy I had was really let me a mixture of confusion, at the same time, led me to the confusion that am I really that easy to fall in love to another girl and whatsoever that related to the matter.
But, one thing for sure, that smile I saw, I never regret it, not even once. Her laugh will always be in my memory. Memory when I was here, in Korea, and how I left a piece of my heart here, to let it wander to the one I once fall in love with. My confusion is lead me to a new horizon where my heart totally recognize which ship I should embark on or not. It's eternal.
That's all folks, I hope I could give you more story to be told and my adventure to written. Either it's a love adventure or just another rants that created by this boy. Peace.
Best Regards,
D.
